If you cant switch off, sleep or eat you WILL have a nervous breakdown. When this happens all control will be taken away from you as you wont be in any position to do anything. So do something about the situ before it screws you up. Happy pills are fine for a while but they tend to just put a lid on stuff so you just feel better about the $hitty situ your in until you stop taking them, then you realise your still in the $hit. Last year I walked out of my well paid, great prospects job totally on a whim. I knew I was about to snap and was not prepared to let some bully boss disrupt my life. Cannot tell you what a relief that was,,, I didnt have anything to go to, knew I could get by for 2 months so gave myself the time off. Bliss. But I also now realise the office environment is not for me. Luckily the TA helps at the mo with my active, outdoorsy stuff. And when I go on ops in 2011 I probably will not come back wanting to do accountancy anymore. Good luck to you Starsky. |